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Full Heal

by markeryjane

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1.
A Feeling 03:37
i just can't explain it it's alright i just can't ignore it you don't mind why do i? i guess, i guess it's just a feeling that i get, i guess it's just a feeling that i get i guess, it's just a feeling i get i guess i just can't explain it it's alright i just can't ignore it you don't mind why do i? i can't help it when you turn your back i take off running it's too bad you don't know how to laugh i promise it's funny i guess, i guess it's just a feeling that i get, i guess it's just a feeling that i get i guess, it's just a feeling i get i guess you don't notice when you turn your back i take off running it's too bad you don't know how to laugh i promise it's funny it's too bad you don't know how to laugh i promise it's funny
2.
Mire 03:43
fire, burning leaves liar, your broken teeth mire, i'm sinking deep tired, i know that you're tired of me i had to say enough enough enough... was it enough? was it enough to love to love to love... to love someone? what does it take? a sense of worth? a smile on your face? a selfish smirk? and i'm on fire and it's not me am i dreaming? it can not be i start to wonder why does it hurt? don't we suffer as fire burns? i had to say enough enough enough... was it enough? was it enough to love to love to love... to love someone?
3.
Manta Rays 02:51
silver airplanes in the air they would jettison and meet you there and there's a monster in your dreams are you scared? and there's a devil after me do i dare? living comfortably in a state of apathy comes so easily to me do you mind? and keeping company only causes misery are your fingers slippery or is it mine? silver airplanes in the sky they would turn to ash before your eyes and there's a devil at the door let him in and there's a never-ending war let me win keeping up with me is that someone you can be? when you're carried out to sea i know you'll drown living hurriedly in the name of prophecy if i float off in a dream will you stick around? and the airplanes where are they now? how they carried us then fell to the ground it's above me, no it's all over now and those silver manta rays they hover around
4.
Night 01:19
i go walking at night i can see my own breath i can see my whole life i can see my own death even when i'm alive everything will be fine i won't hear those footsteps getting louder in my head listen closely it's no joke to me listen closely don't speak i go walking at night i can see my own breath i can see my whole life i can see my own death
5.
Stars 01:22
count the stars pluck my heart little bird count the stars pluck my heart little bird it's the same old place but the feeling has changed it's the same old faces but the names are rearranged count the stars i'll break your heart little bird it's the same old place but the feeling has changed it's the same old faces but the names are rearranged countless stars i wonder where you are little bird
6.
Thief 05:11
too late, you had me waiting all day today you are the one that i hate today you're in the sorriest state you say you'd rather be my stalemate you know you're not that funny and you make me crazy but it's such a relief no one knows my real name i like to stay up late and think about wanting something or about people i meet who don't have the guts to tell me that i'm not that funny i think i might be crazy i'll admit i'm a thief i've been stealing lately just the things that i need i'll admit i'm a thief i've been taking and taking who's gonna stop me? suddenly i remember who you are every time i take it too far today, why can't you give me a break? today i'm not the one you should hate today i'm in the sorriest state it's plain as the nose on my face i know i'm not that funny and i make you crazy but it's such a relief no one knows your real name you like to stay up late and i don't know what you're thinking what do you think about me? do you have the guts to tell me that i'm not that funny? i think i might be crazy i'll admit i'm a thief i've been stealing lately just the things that i need i'll admit i'm a thief i've been taking and taking but who's gonna stop me? suddenly i remember who you are every time i take it too far this could be catastrophe this could be the end you could be my worst enemy you could be my friend my friend won't you be that? my friend won't you be that? won't you be that?
7.
i remember being 16 i remember what i said but did not mean all i want is to be lovely that's all i ever need i remember what you told me but it's hazy like the same old boring dream i don't think i paid attention to anything i hear a strange voice when i speak it's not the same voice i'm used to coming out of me i'm not a killer bee i don't like it when i'm feeling lonely yet still it's killing me i don't know how to take things slowly honestly if it were up to me i could control myself in times of anger or in the face of danger i'm not a killer bee i know exactly how to be happy i hear a strange voice when i speak it's not the same voice i'm used to coming out of me i feel ashamed but should i be? isn't that just exactly what you wanna see? honestly just leave it up to me i thought that i was strange but life is stranger i won't go running in the face of danger honestly just leave it up to me i thought that i was strange but life is stranger i won't go running in the face of danger
8.
Apologize 02:59
don't apologize to me don't apologize for nothing you just start with what you see in the dark when no one's watching it's a start to everything it's so jumbled up inside me just like cavities in teeth it's a seed inside of nothing i know it's all a sham the world is toast, burnt on one side i know it's all i am a world of ghosts, darkness in light don't apologize to me it is all about the season it's a springing and a leap it's a catapulting feeling if the words just don't seem right it's a blameless fight you're fighting always looking deep inside popping bubbles when they're bubbling i know it's all a sham the world is toast, burnt on one side i know it's all i am a world of ghosts, darkness in light
9.
Clueless 01:44
humans have proven again and again that we're all clueless we know what we're doing but not how it ends and i thought that i could get everything right in a couple of hours a good night's sleep and that's how we died the perfect way to rest your head to raise a glass and lower the dead an honest day for once in my life the sound of rain, the cover of night so you weren't dreaming and i wasn't awake so life keeps on giving and giving and now i get what it takes
10.
Two Organs 01:44
am i a ghost to you? i guess it's kind of cute am i a filter through two organs out of tune? i'm starting to believe that i'm melting lately i'm disappearing slowly without a trace i can feel it in my chest and it hurts my stomach it doesn't always have to be painful does it? it's coming up again and i just can't take it i know you'll be okay if you'll just be patient you wait a little longer for it to come back a ringing in your ears and you just can't relax but if you listen closely i'm sure you'll hear it a little tiny voice, it's your guiding spirit it'll sing a song when you're feeling lonely a little composition for your ears only am i a ghost to you? i guess it's kind of cute am i a filter through two organs out of tune?
11.
Of Course 04:13
of course you can come by you're already a part of me a part of me i get so nervous, why? i feel like i can hardly speak what can it mean? of course you can come by bad habits, i've got bad habits, i know it took so long for me to notice bad actress, i'm a bad actress, i know it wasn't long for me to notice of course you can come by you're already a part of me a part of me shining, morning, bright blue eyes open light blue skies, hoping hope is something shiny, shining underneath our bodies, hiding hiding, i know it's true when you're feeling like it what can you do? why is hiding so inviting? living in a bubble hiding shining, morning, bright blue eyes open light blue skies, hoping hope is something shiny, shining underneath our bodies, hiding hiding, i know it's true when you're feeling like it what can you do? why is hiding so inviting? living in a bubble hiding of course you can come by you're already a part of me a part of me it's a brand new feeling when the wounds are healing it's a brand new feeling and i thought i'd be reeling it's a brand new feeling and the wounds are healing it's a brand new feeling and it's oh so appealing look into my eyes and tell me tell me tell me tell me what it was that took so long what a nice surprise, you turning turning out to be the one i needed all along look into my eyes and tell me tell me tell me tell me what it was that took so long what a nice surprise, you turning turning out to be the one i needed all along

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released September 27, 2020

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